| Dear Xangsta: EAR CANDY: Bosson - "One in a Million" I am going to try to bring back Xanga for my fellow fans and everything. Why? Because getting to vent all you want is a good way to de-stress. Plus, I highly doubt anyone would really do anything harmful to anyone else based off of what people read on the internet. It's unreliable and all. Hell, everything people can be saying on here could be false or something. But whatever. I am back and will be posting more since it is the summer and I have nothing much to really do. Well, I do, but I am going to procrastinate as much as I can.  I woke up this morning feeling a blur of emotions. For one, my entire body was aching. I take it because of how much I was tossing and turning last night. How I know this? I woke up every so often to try to find a comfortable spot to be in. But I think I am slowly shaking it off as I sit here and wake up. (lol) Next, I didn't have an appetite. Probably because I had woken up so abruptly and moved too much, too soon for my body to become fully awake. I ate an apple after the lunch my grandma prepared, which I didn't eat much of, and I am feeling slightly better now. I think my body just wants to indulge in fruits right now. We'll see. Now on to the emotional feelings I had. I can say that I am content right now. Shocking, I know. It's been so long since I've been content in life. I'm not at the point of being happy yet, but I think I'll get there eventually. I'm content because things are turning for the better now. Good. I was getting sick and tired of feeling that deep funk I was in. But with the contentment, I, of course, felt the pangs of my heart. Ugh, whatever.  I am going to try to not focus on the negative for now. I need some positive in my life. I apologize for the vagueness of my post, but it's something, right? Plus, I'm not feeling entirely well still. I'll update soon. I love you all.  -Nryhtak |
I can't even blog and I am so sorry. I'll try to return soon.
